It's been a long time! Well, it feels like it.
But nothing much has changed. I'm even more behind on my uni work, but I'm determined to study properly until the 9th of November when THERE WILL BE A LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS DARK, SLOW TUNNEL. James gave me a prep talk yesterday and it motivated me and also makes me count my lucky stars all the time. I'm so thankful for my life, I really am. I cannot be happier and I can't wait to continue to grow and continue to be happy!

Hello my new baby! I gave my iPhone to my brother and he's so happy about it, haha. But I am so totes in love with my new phone! So is James. We tried using his old Samsung Galaxy S and it felt like we were playing with an old Nokia phone! I just need my phone cover to come and for James to take me to the Mimco store so we can see if the Mimco Pouch fits my phone - (he hates my old wallet, my birthday is coming up and my wallet is going to die). So let's hope!

Happy 20th Jimmy!!!!! It was his party on Saturday night and it was a good night out! Let off some steam, had some cake, hehe. Had late night fatty food and came back over in the morning for pancakes and ice cream and chicken!!! Then James and I took out Jimmy's little sister and she is adorbs!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was also a bird stuck in a cage at Straithfield and we really wanted to get it out but James couldn't pull the gate open :( I have also spent every night from Friday to Tuesday with James and I miss him already right now :( 

Ohhh and on Sunday it was also our 11 months! Forgot to mention that this was the day after Jimmy's birthday and he spent the first hour and a half passed out in the back of my car. Haha I love you, James and no doubt ever that you feel the same way about me. Cannot believe it's less than a month until our one year and cannot believe that in 2 days it would've been the first time I laid eyes on him! (Cheesy, but true. Didn't take us long to go out haha and didn't take us much to start talking either!)

Uni is nearly over - NEARLY.

I said I'd start doing work and I haven't. It's Week 11 of uni and I finish in less than 3 weeks - why can't I do this!? Why can't I be committed?

At least with my exercise I've been somewhat more committed than I have with my studies. James and I started doing the bay run a few times a week and I can feel myself improving. I can never express how lucky I am to have him, he puts up with my anger while we run because he makes me run until I can feel my stomach in my chest and the burn in my legs and the heaviness in my breathing increases. I keep telling myself  I need to be better with my fitness, 'to strive for progress, not perfection' and he helps me with that. One day I'll be able to do the 7kms, but I know for a while I'll stick with running and walking in intervals. I can't push myself knowing how easily I can drop my pace and start walking, but I hope with him I'll be able to keep running!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One day, baby, one day!

And I've said this EVERYWHERE, but we ordered our Note 2s on Thursday morning!!!!!!! We're getting it for one another for our one year/Christmas & my birthday present because we're poor and we're more than happy to be tightarses with one another but it's coming super dooper early and I'm excited!! Except we thought we'd be getting it this morning, but it's not being dispatched until the 18th :( Meaning not until Friday or Monday next week! Why!!??!?! Our stupid car kit for the phone came though. How silly is that!? I'm giving my iPhone 4G to my brother, and he's lucky because there are absolutely no scratches on it and it's only a year and a half old (barely). 

We've started watching Homeland and IT IS SO CRAZY INTENSE. I can't watch it at times because it's so suspenseful!!! So if you haven't watched Homeland, WATCH IT.